Coming back to the Torah life at 20 years old, I was ready and motivated to really shteig. The problem was, my motivation was on one level, but my skills were way behind.
There was nowhere for me. Places for those on my skill level were for guys with very little motivation. I also couldn’t join places for the highly motivated, because my skills weren’t up to par. I ended up in a program where I was allowed mostly to do my own thing. This turned out to be the best thing for me. I discovered I had a real talent for creating and maintaining a serious system for my learning.
After a couple of years of doing this system myself, I started learning with a chavrusa, who also wanted to try it out. He had amazing success with it. He had never had such clarity, or felt such a geshmak in his learning as he does now. He can’t imagine learning any other way.
A few months later, he told me he was giving the program over to two other guys — one of whom was close to giving up on learning completely. Both were shteiging unbelievably well.
A few years down the line, I noticed that the Kollel I was in seemed to be falling apart. I approached the Rosh Kollel, and offered to give over my system to help get the program back on its feet. Seeing my success so far, he readily agreed. The other members of the program dropped what they were doing, and joined my chavrusa and I in this life-changing system. The new group included those from various backgrounds — from the Ger who still didn’t know how to read a Gemara, to the guys who had been learning for years without finding their Geshmak.
Seeing that this program was literally changing the lives of everyone it touched, I decided it must be done on a larger scale. The program was named Zichron Avraham Yeshaya, after my Rebbi, Harav Avraham Yeshaya German Zt"l, who told me shortly before he passed away about his dream of making a program for guys without a place. Today, it lives on as Kav Hatorah — Zichron Avraham Yeshaya: a kollel and growing alumni community built around the Method.